He writes just to keep himself going
Keeps his confidence tucked beneath the self loathing
He always had a hunch tho that this would be his legacy
So if you don’t see him for a while, just go let him be
Sometimes you gotta disappear
And go somewhere where no one can interfere
Ain’t nothing personal, he just needs his privacy
“Not a soul for a thousand miles is the life for me.”
That’s what he would say if you could get an interview
All the answers that you need is in his songs to listen to
All you really gotta do is pay attention
He left so his absence could really make ya miss em
He realized there’s no way escaping his condition
Stood still to stand face to face with his afflictions
Now he’s so calm that you can’t even shake him
He’s learned to make the best out of any situation
Odds are, he’s sitting in his living room, creating
Or he’s practicing a little at home sedation
It’s amazing that he made it, even though he’s always wasted
He just held onto it tightly cause they’re always tryna take it
Find what you love and let it kill you
If you just believe in what you’re doing, then they will too
This album is an impressive feet of writing and sound design. Kill sets such an incredible mood throughout the record, and the writing is consuming, reflective, full of dark humor, and the weight of life. Easily one of favorite albums to drop this year. Bloodmon$y Perez
A considered scientific reconstruction of the hardcore NY rap album. You feel the cold chill that feels like NY but it's really the kind of cynicism this heinous world leaves the considerate ones. danielolneyfme